My kids are at the park....it wasn't them.
I decided to start washing dishes. I prayed that God would keep it safe until I found it. And THAT he did. Well folks, almost instantly, right then, as I reached my left hand into the sink, I saw something shiny, sparkling in the light of the dish suds. I know you're on the edge of your seat wondering if it's going to slip down the drain....I'm embarrassed to say this next part, really.
I pulled my left hand out of the water, and there it was...brilliantly shining at me-all one and a half carats of it...like it always is.
Right where it should be. The whole time I had actually been feeling the vacant spot on the ring finger of my right hand.
I tell you this story so you can understand just how scrambled my brain is these days. I rarely have this problem. I am the one who remembers everyone's names, who nudges my husband to remind him to wish someone a "Happy Birthday", who remembers to send thank you notes. Well, not anymore. Please tell me you've had this same problem at some point in your life...maybe when you're on overload, maybe after you've had a baby, or when you're planning a birthday party on a whim....
Today my baby girl turned three years old. Iva June. We celebrated with her Daddy on Sunday, but I saved a few cupcakes for her real birthday and invited exactly one friend over because June doesn't really enjoy parties. She gets overstimulated, usually spending most of the time upside-down on her head, looking at the ceiling and stimming wildly, wishing she was up there with the angels again.
What a day! She wore her pink frilly shorts and polka dot legwarmers to school. She was on her absolutely best best best behavior. Hardly any screaming or crying at all. Miss Kat bought her the "meowsic" which was (of course) a BIG hit:
Did I tell you Miss Kat is deathly (almost comically) afraid of cats? |
"Meow, meow, meow" |
Another big hit from
Grandma Mary Jane was this Discovery Aquarium.
Both kids were completely mesmerized:
And I cannot forget the actual eating of the birthday dessert. June wanted nothing to do with those mini carrot cupcakes I slaved over. She did, however, play with the frosting and was delighted by the candles:
This is going to be a good year for June! I can feel it in my bones! James and I are praying that she says one word this year. Will you join us?
Your blogs about your daughter ALWAYS bring me to tears. The way you love her is evident, but I know it hasn't come easy, which makes it all the more humbling to read about. This year, you're wishing for one word from her (which I will be sure to join you in prayer for) and this is such a good reminder of the blessings I have and then the faith, that YOU have. I have surely been tested by the special needs of my oldest son, but it is a completely different thing from what you are dealing with. I feel like I can only hope to love him as completely as you love Iva June, even though I'm thankful for his "issues" b/c I know God is using them to complete me in Him and to grow me beyond my comfort. Thank you so much for including us in your story. I know it is personal and often times, painful, but it truly is a blessing and brings glory to your Maker. I'm fearful of the road He's asked you to travel ... I'm not sure I want to grow THAT much, but I am praying with you for strength for us both in what we're called to face. You are a blessing to me Sister, I hope I can, as a reflection of Christ in your life, bless others.
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